Life Right Now 1 Month to Go!

I thought I should update this thing, it's been a while! So my life is crazy right now! Chaz is back in North Dakota and he won't be home until October 26, I have been home since September 13th, 3 weeks down and 3 more to go. I miss him so much this has been the longest we have spent away from each other in 4 years! Also who knew planning a wedding was so hard lol :) I have everything almost done for the wedding, all that's left is finalizing everything with heritage gardens, I am so happy and luck! Even though my life is crazy, I thank heavenly father for all of the blessing that he has bestowed upon me.
Things I am thankful for.

1. I get to marry my soul mate and the man of my dreams! He works so hard to make good life for us I am so thankful that he was sent to me! I am so lucky we found each other! I love you honey more then anything in this world! Thank you Heavenly Father!

2. My two crazy wonderful dogs they keep everything bright and happy even when I am having a not so good day! They do the funniest things that just make me so happy, Oh and Chaz is so mad that I took them lol he says next time they stay with him hahaha in his dreams lol! I don't know what I would do without them. Thank you Heavenly Father!

3. My soon to be family. Chaz's family they are so wonderful, loving and caring they are the family that I never had and now I get to have them! They have shown me more unconditional love in the past 4 year then I have gotten in my entire life! Thank you Heavenly Father!

4. Our wonderful friends here and away, thank you all for being so wonderful, thank you all for loving Chaz and I unconditional you will never know how much we appreciate it and love you! Thank you Heavenly Father for sending them to us.

5. Our security, I am so thankful that we have the opportunity to live our lives the way we do because Chaz works so hard we can live happily and secure.Thank you Heavenly Father

6. My life, I take to many things in my life for granted and I am learning to be more thankful for all my many blessings that heavenly father had bestowed upon me I honestly don't do it enough instead I find my self feeling sorry for my self, it's not right their are so many other people out there that have worse days then I do and are in worse situations then I will ever be in and I just needed to be reminded just how lucky I am so thank you Heavenly Father.

Engagement Pictures!

So all weekend I was soooo excited because I knew our engagement pictures were going to be here on Monday. I waited all day for the mail man to come! So here are some of the beautiful pictures.

Our engagment story. :)

We just got engaged on Christmas eve 2008 after 3 ½ years of waiting lol it sure took him long enough! we are getting married on November 8, 2009 and I am so so incredibly happy I love him more than anything in this entire world. I seriously can’t wait to be officially a part of his wonderful family! Chaz designed my ring all by himself. Our friend Blakes dad is a jewler so chaz went to him to have my ring made. It was a complete surprise totally un expected! We all had Christmas Eve dinner at Chaz’s sister Eden’s house like we normally do every year, so everyone was there. Chaz had brought one of my gifts that I already knew about with us, I was a little confused because we didn’t normally open gifts from each other until Christmas so I thought he brought it on accident so I left it in the car. So we are all sitting in the living room opening gifts when Chaz comes up and sits next to me and he puts my gift from him next to me, I still didn’t think anything of it. I am sitting their talking to his sisters while I am opening my Christmas gift from him not really paying attention because I already knew it was shoes lol. (I am a snoop) Chaz grabs the shoe and gets on the floor acting like he wants to make sure its the right size for me foot. Meanwhile I am still clueless talking to his sisters thinking he is just doing something weird lol when all of the sudden he pulls out this BOX ya my ring box and all of his sisters and family start to scream and cry in the back ground and he says that he loves me and will I marry him. It was AMAZING!! I was in shock I couldn’t believe how crafty he was using a shoe to have a reason to get down on his knee to ask me lol. He is so smart! Needless to say it was the best Christmas present ever!!